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God Complex
04:17
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I live in the shadows
I'm the monster under your bed
I know what you're thinking
I remember whatever you say
And I am here, I am there, I am everywhere
When I'm not here, I'm not there, I'm not anywhere
It's like a psychic impulse
I know what the nearest future holds
I split through the ocean tempests
My fire can melt the winter cold
A delicate heart is beating
I take up the armor and the sword
I won't let you go without me
I can't let this power go
I live in the shadows
I'm the monster under your bed
I know what you're thinking
I remember whatever you say
And I am here, I am there, I am everywhere
When I'm not here, I'm not there, I'm not anywhere
But I've gotta let it go someday
It's like a nervous impulse
I'm reaching my hand to catch you
I guess I was too late this time
You trip and you fall and get back up
A million eyeballs glaring
A training wheel that I can't take off
This world can be pretty scary
I keep all the curtains closed
But you're getting older, you're getting older
It's time for the watch to head to bed
Undo all the locks and open up
I'm letting you out today
My million eyes are blinded
A scrape or a bruise or a broken arm
You won't let a worry stop you
You've got the whole world to take on
Yeah, I'm gonna let you grow now
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No Face
05:43
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I got up on the wrong side, I went over the deep end
I got up on the wrong side, I went over the deep end
I got up on the wrong side, I went over the deep end
And you laughed, you laughed, you laughed, little girl
And I promise not to tell
Are you alright? It doesn't bother me one bit.
But your feet upon the floor by my door, I'd ignore
And I burrow deeper under--undercover--a little longer
And you wept, you wept, you wept
I was beside myself
I got up on the wrong side, I went over the deep end
I got up on the wrong side, I went over the deep end
I realized when you cried, you saw it in my eyes
If I could do this over...
It's like the more I hide I share, it's so unfair
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3. |
This Shallow Water
03:01
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Go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep, go to sleep
In my arms, in my arms
Go to sleep (this shallow water)
Go to sleep (our bodies lifting)
Go to sleep (toss and return me)
Go to sleep (why don't you hold me down?)
Fall under (thick, tidal fishhooks)
Fall under (impaling, dragging)
Cold (I'm damn-near drowning)
and lifeless (They pull you from me)
In my arms (This deeper water)
In my arms (Cold hooks control me)
In my arms (This deeper water)
In my arms (Won't let it hold me down)
I paddle back to shore
I paddle back to shore
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Wanderer
04:12
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Close your eyes, listen up
This one's a classic
One dark night--thunderclaps
A broken man walks the fractured road
Hook-bent back, hacking cough
Sick from the cold
Left-right-left, bended knee
With nowhere left to go
So he stumbles on and on
And he won't look backward
Crumpled up, useless tongue
Sat by the fire
A flower sprouts for tomorrow
A few short years, time is borrowed
Then she held his hand
She pulled him close and said,
"Wait for me, please.
Wait for me."
His heavy body lingered beside her,
Clinging to the air.
And she said, "Let's stay here and
Call this home now."
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5. |
Wild Card
04:26
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Shuffle one more time, turn it over
Shuffle on and watch every corner
Leave your mark and, again, paint it over
Tiptoe step and then walk it backwards
Will you, won't you?
I'm an anxious mess
Will you, won't you?
Make some sense of this
Let me know, won't you? Think it over
I'll be here till then, marking calendars
This strange situation--how it carries on
I keep on searching past this for tomorrow
Is there a signpost or two I can follow?
This card I drew from the pile: black-red joker
A panicked, orphan child stumbles through the door
Twilight supernova, wipe the forecast clear
If we fall outside the circle, we can draw a new one
If we fall outside the circle, we can draw a new one
If we fall outside the circle, we can draw a new one
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6. |
Daughter Figure
03:13
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Nothing like each other
Open from the middle
Guilty for this sorry place we're in
Guiltless 'cause I found you, hoping
Every night is cool
Winter blows its cover
Pause the broadcast chaos
Time is warped in crystalline snow
Don't know how it comforts me
Shivers tend to go away when you say, "It's alright."
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Morning, little darling, there's your breakfast on the counter
Have you washed up? Combed your hair out?
Have a great day, honey. See you after school.
Hey, baby, hurry. There's the bus--
Just missed it. Daddy's in a rush
Come, hold my hand. Pick up the pace.
We've got to hurry, got to--
Oh, stop the pouting. Stop the whining
Won't you hurry, baby girl?
Pick up your feet and quiet down
And don't you dare talk back to me.
Now, no more crying
There's a consequence for trying patience
No, no more bargains
To your room and shut the door behind you
Morning, little darling, there's your breakfast on the counter
Have you washed up? Combed your hair out?
Why so quiet? What's the matter?
Are you worried? Are you nervous?
Are you hurting? Are you angry?
Take a bite before your food gets colder
No more frowning, daddy's got you
I can't see your eyes
And now my heart is sinking
Come on, hold my hand and tell me
What has got you down
Now, won't you please talk back to me
I'm sorry. What did I do wrong?
Are you hurting? Are you angry?
Take a bite, just talk to me
Talk to me, talk to me
No more running, no more hiding
Right back where we started
Change the channel, wash our faces
Now you're right back by my side and smiling
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8. |
Bully
03:48
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Leave her alone, you bully
You hear me? Let's settle the score
I'm walking home, consume me
The fury, the sticks and the stones
But I'm not alone, 'cause she's looking on
Thanatos, consume me, within me
I can't hold it off
Tighten the ropes
Restrain me--unyielding--
'Cause she's looking on
Eye of the storm
Speak clearly
You hear me?
Be still and be calm
Sheathing my tongue
For her sake
She's watching
And I'll let her know
That she's not alone this time
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9. |
Sick Days
04:47
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If the sky were falling, would you hold me?
If my hands were shaking, would you trust me?
I'll get you up for school, put you to bed
Check that your supper's warm
On my best day, I could make you better without even asking
If the sky were falling, would you forgive me?
We let out thirty birds
And only two had come back home
You asked me where they'd gone
And I just told you I don't know
If the sky were falling, would hold me?
If my hands were shaking, would you trust me?
Snowed-in hilltops, I can feel them melting
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10. |
Broken Hearted
01:55
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How can I cure your broken heart?
I'm asking questions; the tears won't stop
Check your breathing
Booster shots, then
Gonna get you all patched up
Settle down, now
Hush, hush, girl
Point to where it hurts the most
Anesthetize to buy some time
No tools of mine reach far enough
You cry, then
I cry and
This disease might eat us up
Congealing,
Time passing,
Stitch up the scars and carry on
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Newborn
03:08
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When you came home I--I lost my words
Our scripted future--sandcastle watered down
Your careful eyes met my imperfection
But still I tried to tear down the silence
Well, I've got none of you and you've got none of me
Your grand inheritance is my philosophy
Tabula Rasa--make what you want of this
And let me hold you up just as you have for me
Just you and I in this dull apartment
I thought of asking you If this life is adequate
Your quiet eyes met my life of failure
Empty the garbage can and still come back again
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Vante New York, New York
Just a dude from New York who's been composing music and writing stories for a long while. I like to be weird and experiment, I hope it translates to something pleasant and/or digestible as I continue to develop my work. Please enjoy :)
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